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The night here is so long, or at least it seems like that to me. Endless thought race into my mind as soon as I try to settle my head on that pillow. It seems like I am stuck here with that ugly coffee mug I bought in Syria, my laptop, and that stinky pack of cigarettes that is wearing me out.
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January 15th, 2008 at 1:02 am
Dearest BlogIraqi,
One of the most important things to cope with sadness and depression is to admit them as you have done here.
Acknowledging your feelings is very important for you to be able to find strength once again somehow.
Not sure if this could help too. Maybe writing a personal letter to your daughter, beloved wife and parents each day in beautiful seperate books and then the day you finally meet them you can give them these as a gift of love.
Somehow they will then know what your deep feelings where, what thoughts you had and how your days were so it will be in a strange way as if you all were together. It will be like a healing from the future to the past.
take care/ Another Nadia
January 15th, 2008 at 3:43 am
Blog Iraqi,
First of all, I wish you could be with your family right now. This separation must be tough on you.
Do you mean you have no hope that Iraqis will be able to work together as a nation again. Listen, Saddam was the one behind Iraq’s almost decade-long war with Iran and he also decided to attack Kuwait. But he’s dead now, as are his sons. Countries will go through terrible times, as we Americans did in our Civil War and then in the Depression in the 1930s and during WWII. But countries eventually bounce back. I’m assuming that Iraq will continue to improve. Why are you so pessimistic?
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January 15th, 2008 at 1:20 pm
Nadia,
Thank you for your compassion. And thanks for your suggestion as well. I have already started doing the letters thing for about three months now.
Jeffery,
As I have said earlier, this is not a political entry. And believe me, I am entitled to some despair now that I have seen what I have seen.
I know for sure what Iraq is going through will not last forever. And Iraqis are people of strong will. They are just tired now. And no one is thinking clearly because of the overwhelming events taking place in a very fast pace.
January 17th, 2008 at 10:07 am
Dear BlogIraqi:
I am a complete stranger to you, and yet my heart breaks to read your story. For what it’s worth, this stranger on the other side of the world is sending you positive thoughts, wishes, and prayers of hope for the future. Knowing that you and your family sleep under the same stars at night . . . perhaps even that will give you a glimmer of hope to endure these dark times.
January 17th, 2008 at 2:18 pm
Arine,
Thank you for the kind and compassionate comment. Its kind of odd how things turned out to be. I never thought I would be traveling that much five year ago. I dreamed of visiting the nice places of the world, and I underline “Visiting”. But I never thought I would have to look for a place other than my country to live or have a family in. Its the burning ashes of hope that is keeping me alive and nothing more.
Thank you again for stopping by.
November 16th, 2008 at 12:00 pm
Alsalamaukm! I was born in Sudan, but when I was 3 yrs old my family moved to Iraq, I still can not believe that I had to leave Iraq after spendidng about fifteen years, I love all Iraqi people and yes I am sudanese and i consider myself as iraqi too, I don’t care about anybody’s arrgument